Oh my oh my....

I feel like I have not been on here forever and a day ago. I have been extremely busy and no down time in the near future. My life is a total roller coaster of running. I have two children playing ball at two different fields and it is becoming very difficult to even get the chance to sit down at night by 9:30-10 o'clock. It is a crazy, crazy life of being that single mom getting the kids where they need to be and remain sane doing so...

Next week is Prom and I will have to get some picks up once it's over....

I promise I won't wait this long to get on here to post something exciting!!! Talk to ya soon!!!

Ooooo What a weekend!!!

Busy, busy is all I can say.....
If it wasn't running from one baseball field it was to another. I was about ready to pull my hair out. I have not had a chance to sit down and work on the things that I need to get done.....Quickbooks classwork, starting my home business, and getting my house ready for carpet next week. I feel like I can't breathe at times, I feel the stress almost everyday the past couple of weeks. Something has to give........Oh well, I guess this a part of being a single mother of four!!!

Again, If anyone is interested in all natural products, let me know......I would really like to talk to you about the products and the great opportunities that comes with it. I am working with the company...Melaleuca - The Wellness Company. It has some great products that work really well!!

Talk to everyone soon.......

Another busy day.....

Morning everyone!! I have been so busy with so many things right now that I am ready to pull my hair out. It is killing me that my house is a mess and I can't find the time to get to it. Oh well, hopefully everything will lighten up soon and I won't have that much running around to do......

Anyone interested in learning about some great products from Melaleuca - The Wellness Company, please give let me know. I am really excited about these products and the company. I would love to sit down with you and chat about the products and how great they really are to use. This is a all natural company that puts only the best in the products they sell, whether it be make-up, cleaning products, first-aid, healthy and diet foods.....It is some great stuff!!!!

Well, I am off to start my busy day! Hope to hear from you soon!!

Becoming a Independent Marketing Executive....

Yes, I just made a choice to become an Independent Marketing Executive for "Melaleuca - The Wellness Company" and I am very excited! This is a company that provides natural products to people that are looking for a healthy life. My web-site is www.internetceomoms.com/tquinn128. Please take a look and give me a call to start shopping for a great company that has been around for 25 years. You can buy products monthly or start a business where you can stay at home to be with your kids. Anyone at all, give me a call to get started to this great opportunity!!!

Talk to you soon........

BUSY........What else can I say??

I honestly feel like there is not enough time in the day to be productive when you have 4 kiddos calling your name. My son Ryan says "MoM" about every other second of the day. It is like that is the only word he knows. He is the youngest of my four kiddos and the one that has put me through a lot when he was little. All I know is if I could do everything all over again with him, I would.

Ryan was somewhat of a challenge when he was little. He would cry a lot, tantrum for no reason, and would give me a hard time at any given moment. He had such a hard time with transitioning throughout his day. He was very clingy to myself and my grandma. We were the only two individuals that he wanted. I had to go through great lengths to put my son into a private school (the best choice I have ever made for him).... I wish I knew back then what I know now, I believe life would of been a lot better for everyone. I now know that Ryan has sensory issues going on and he always has. He has problems still at the age of 10 with putting toys in his mouth and always having to have a toy in his hand. I find him eating with his hands at times, whether it be applesauce, pudding, or fruit in a cup. I have to remind him that he can't do that, but it seems to become a habit for him at this point. I believe that his fascination for eating chicken nuggets daily has a lot to do with his manipulating something within his fingers on a daily basis. I find myself at times just sitting back and watching Ryan, making sure that I am not missing something....what that may be, I'm not sure. Anyway, we made it through and he is a great kid with a great attitude.......

Sooo, this past weekend I went with my oldest daughter to pick up her prom gown. I'm excited for her and I know she is as well. The only thing is that I know I am going to be that parent that cries. I will be the parent with tears rolling down her face and to my daughter...embarrassing!! I am that mom that cries at anything. My kids graduated kindergarten and I stood there and cried. I cry at school musicals and we all no how draining those can be with sitting there forever......I guess you can say, I'm an emotional person. My kids get the best of me and go right to the heart!!! I'm afraid to see myself at graduation next year, yeah can we say Total Basket case!!!!

Oh well, this mom is about ready to fall asleep.....still trying to figure out all this blogging info, I just wish I had a little more time to keep up!!! Talk to ya soon!!!

Gosh......I need to find the time...

I so need the time to get on here more. Kiddos have sports that started and I am running four nights a week. Don't get me wrong, I could not see it any other way. The only downside to the sports is having to deal with my ex and who wants to do that....I sure in the heck don't want bothered.

Still on a job hunt and I am getting no where with that. It is becoming frustrating and I am at a point I don't know what to do. I am looking everyday and nothing......I feel like a failure, I have a master's degree and I can't even get a call. I am thinking of going back to school for nursing, but that is up in the air at this point. It would make things a little difficult to attend school with my kids hitting the teenage years. I am not comfortable with leaving them at the house alone. The reason for that is they fight like crazy and I am more comfortable when I am here at home to referee 4 children. I would love to truly have a job that I can work within the home. I feel and yes, I can be wrong, but I feel it would help out with the kids....even more so in the summertime.

I am happy that Spring is here....I believe that the kids have cabin-fever!! I am sure I am not the only parent that feels that way. The kids need to run and let out all the energy that they have built up over time. I am starting to feel that way and I want to get out more. I wish I had the time to take a walk everyday or join the gym. There is a class that I would love to take, but again I can't leave the kids at home for longer then a half hour without someone wanting to kill each other.

So I have no kiddos this weekend, but a busy weekend that's for sure. Throwing a surprise baby shower for a friend at work tomorrow. She has no idea!! It is great that we have been able to pull this off. On Sunday, my Son is in a church play at his school. He is really excited......I am excited for him. The only thing is that he is on crutches....Isn't that great, he is going to stand out more ways then one.  Good Luck, Ryan!!!

Just watched "The Blind Side" and it was a great emotional movie. It shows people that it doesn't matter how much money you have, your heart is greater!! It is a movie that shows that no matter what side of the tracks your from, you can become somebody and change the lives of others. I really loved the movie and would watch it again.......

Hope to be able to get on here tomorrow.......Goodnight!!

So as I sit back and look at my oldest daughter drive for the first time, I sit back and I wonder where the time has gone. She is 17 and I have come along way as far as being on my own. We talk about her plans for the future and I can honestly say "she has a good head on her shoulders." I start talking to her about making something out of herself and not to depend on anyone, but herself. I told her that she does need to go to school and make a life for herself. I struggled throughout the years supporting myself and 4 children. Emily (my daughter) has seen the struggles and the things that we had to go without because the support was not there. It is frustrating that I can't just go out and buy what I want when I really need it. Yeah, I love to take my kids on a vacation to the beach or to Disney world. Those dreams seem to be so out of reach, it is depressing at times.

I separated from my abusive husband the end of August 2001 and it was the best decision that I ever made for myself and my kids most of all. Life can be rough, but you stand strong and move forward with a smile on your face. I moved my four children back to my hometown to have the much needed help from my mom and grandmother. They helped me out more then anyone will every know. We have had a lot of fun, great laughs, and some tough times. To me, that is just a part of life that everyone goes through time to time and it is how you deal with it what makes you in the end!!

At times I was working two jobs and I did put myself through college. In the end, I graduated with my MBA. Jobs are so hard to obtain at this time due to the economy, I am at a point of thinking of going back to school. It is just that I don't want to owe anymore loans. Nursing is something that has become of interest...It is just a matter of whether I can do it or not.

I hope that my hard work to keep my family together pays off in the end. I want my children to know that going to school is very important and finishing is the key element. I worked hard, I just want my kids to realize in the end...."My mom was the strong one!" Emily is strong in so many ways and she has been through a lot with me, but I have a strong feeling she is going to go far!!!! Make me proud Baby Girl!!!!!